To Them

I really treasure this 2 years of friendship with you guys. Although it's not long, it's enough to leave a deep memory inside me. Browsing through all the pictures we took, so many happy memories flashed back. We went so many places together, did so many silly and crazy things together and we celebrated each other birthdays with surprises! I will always remember the birthday party you guys throw for me at Kuantan. It was full of surprises and funs! It will always be embedded in my mind forever.

The time we spent in Villa Angsana is the best time we had. Play Station, dim sum, Uma Rani, pillow talk, birthday surprise, feeding fish, playing with dog and we even burn midnight oil together to rush for all the stupid assignments. I think there's never a time that we quarreled which makes our friendship more valuable and special to me. Well, maybe i did with some of you. But, I'm glad that we always get back together and understand each other better after the cold war. All these created the happiest moment in my life...

BUT, things are different now. There were no longer us but me alone. There's so much things happened in the past four months. Good and bads. I didn't realized there were dissatisfaction inside you guys about me. Maybe you guys tolerated me too much and now you guys finally gave up and it marks an end to our friendship. Even if one day, we get back together, I know that we will never be the same anymore. Reason, your ignorance in a foreign countries and the things that you said about me hurts me deeply. It makes me lost the trust in this precious friendship and it haunts me every time i talked to people now. I know i'm not perfect but to be treated this way...the question 'do i deserve this treatment from you guys'? will always popped up in my mind. I'm not angry or blaming anyone. All that has happened, i can only blame myself for not being the perfect friend that you're looking for.

Wishing all of you the best in everything you do and your future undertakings. Best of luck in the coming CIMA Nov sitting.

Sincerely,

Chelle